I am upset!

By how things goes.

I met with a crisis now. I am really disappointed of myself.

Why did all the good fathers die and leave us so fast??!! I am missing my daddy so much that sometimes i wish he could be right in front of me. I recalled the time that i neglected my dad shortly before he leave this world. I was remorseful... I am still upset.

Now i am thinking why some fathers who alwasy tend to abuse their kids, be it verbally or physically, tend to live longer... ! They deserve to be dead! How i wish i have a gun and just shoot them into their fucking pea brains!...

Curse those who disown their own children,own flesh and bones!

And Dear, sorry i am not there when you need me. Truly sorry :(

I am upset!

By how things goes.

I met with a crisis now. I am really disappointed of myself.

Why did all the good fathers die and leave us so fast??!! I am missing my daddy so much that sometimes i wish he could be right in front of me. I recalled the time that i neglected my dad shortly before he leave this world. I was remorseful... I am still upset.

Now i am thinking why some fathers who alwasy tend to abuse their kids, be it verbally or physically, tend to live longer... ! They deserve to be dead! How i wish i have a gun and just shoot them into their fucking pea brains!...

Curse those who disown their own children,own flesh and bones!

And Dear, sorry i am not there when you need me. Truly sorry :(